ain it funny how we ignore the ones who adore us.
and then we end up saying things to hurt them and cant take it back.
im still on this long hunt for my remote to life or my poof button for my life.
i wish i could poof away certain things and rewind back to the days wen i wud only smile cus i was loved by him.but hey im not complaining at all right now he made me smile again for the first time in a long time today and it felt like i clicked my heels three times and was home again :) right back where i needed to be.its not 100 percent there.but i have faith.
no.it really does kill me how much i really love you.
i wish it was easier than this to say bye....
and to you.i REALLY hope u aint done.and what i just witnessed was a joke!
i miss u like our summer days.when everything was like perfect!
its killin me.
IT'S MY BORNDAY :) woot woot.
go girl it's yea birthday.......
still a youngin.
not really excitedd bout bein 17
but I'll make the best of it because it only comes around once a year.
I've learned ALOT in the past year and will to continue
to learn and grow from it all.
THANK YOU GOD FOR ANOTHER YEAR :)
so im sitting here showing my mother my blog and what not.
and within a matter of seconds [to NO surprise] my daddy says
"yes" [knowing what he was about to say]
"come and wash these dishes"
me and my mama just bust out laughing because we both knew thats what he ALWAYS says :(
its like they don't understand that meaning of a DISH WASHER.We have one...oh and it's fairly new too. Somehow I seem to be the main source of washing dishes.WHY ME?!?!
i hate washing dishes.its like the WORST chore on the face of this earth.
“love builds up the broken wall
and straigtens the crooked path.
love keeps the stars in the firmament
and imposes rhythm on te ocean tides
each of us is created of it
and i suspect
each of us was created for it”
- “I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.”
- “i can be changed by what happens to me. but i refuse to be reduced by it.”
- “There is no greater agony than bearing an untold story inside you.”
- “If you don't like something, change it. If you can't change it, change your attitude.”
- “everything has rhythm. everything dances.”
told by the great Maya Angelou
i always find myself eager to hear other people's story to relate to mine.
so i wont feel alone and know that I will make it....one way or another.
it started off with me just me saying he is just a friend.
then he was my boyfriend.
then my hubby.
then my bes friend.
then my everything.
now he's just my....
i fell for...
the smell [corny i kno]
the long talks
the corny jokes
the felt i got every time i would come around him
the 39849585 million stories he has to tell
the ambition he has
now i wonder.whats next?
or am i just thinking too much.
i should just....let it go?am i really ready for that?
i need answers to questions that keep running and racing in my mind
i hate being confused about love
at one time in my life i thought i had it all figured it out....
hello there.people call me savannah.
im a girl
got a heavy heart [FULL] of love
my birfday is in nine days.
i love food
i love life.[just hate the struggles that come with it.]
i love music.
i love dance.
i love him.
see so much love already.
thats anough for now.im gonna find out how to work this thing.....